Letter to God

My dear God, I'm writing this letter to you... I do not know what to do with my life. I don't know how to be happy. Everyday I try my best to think positive and be happy, yet I feel so empty in my heart. I thank you for all things you have done for me.

Dear God, you know everything about me even before I was born.
Thank you for giving me - a complete face, 2 eyes, a nose, a ear, a mouth to talk, hair, brain to think.
Thank you for giving me 2 hands and 2 feet with 10 fingers and 10 toes and a whole body.
Thank you for giving me a good and loving family.
Thank you for giving me food to eat everyday.
Thank you for giving me a home to live in.
Thank you for giving me a bed to sleep on
Thank for for so many, many things.

Dear God, you have provided me with everything, but why I cannot find happiness in my life?
I want to do so many, many things, but because the spasm I have in my life is the caused me 
to have difficulty to continue to improve.
  
Dear God, thank you that I had improve a lot in many ways. Thank you for giving me life till the age 44. The doctors says I can only live till my teenage ages, but You are greater than the doctors. Thank you so much that I had gone through so many difficult times yet I survived because You were always there to help me through. Thank you for all the good times too.

Life for me may not be easy, but because You are with me I can pull through. Dear God, thank you very much for your love for me.

Life Goes On and On

My baby, I'm sorry for abandoning you for so long. Now I'm back here again. I can't believe I haven't been here for 1 1/2 years. I completely didn't have the mood to write. There was a lot of things troubling me. There were also other things I did which occupied my time.

10 months has passed without waiting for anyone. It's coming to year end again. What did I do for the past 10 months? Actually I have done many things and many things happened.

Since middle of last year, I have been writing many posts for our Disabled Access Penang.  My disabled friends and I wrote a lot of posts as we are fighting for the right of the disabled. We posted them in the Facebook. We send our posts to many disabled group in the facebook and we received many good responds. At that time, I felt good that I has accomplished something. But sadly we stopped writing as middle of this year because we have lost our ideas on what to write. But few of us still writing some posts.

I didn't know what to write so I stop writing till today, 25 January 2015.