This 6 months, I'm feeling emotionally very down due to my work place. I feel very disappointed, frustrated and sad on how they treat me. Practically, most of them are disabled and yet I feel that they treat me very low. Since the day I started working in there, I didn't improve much in my work.
If there are more work for us to do, I dare not bring myself to take new the challeges because I'm afraid I cannot do it. So I pulled back and keep silence.
It makes me feel so frustrated that when I try my best, it isn't good enough. In the afternoon I always feel terribly sleepy due to my medication. So it makes me harder to work and also it slow down everything I do. Nobody can feel what is the feeling I'm going thru now.
Even though few people had encouraged me with positive words, yet I have difficulty seeing the bright side of life. I hope and pray God will touch my heart to be a happier person again. And to see life more positively.
Words of encouragement are so easily said, but making it real is so difficult. I know the choices is up to me - to be happy or sad!
