Wednesday 30 Mac 2021
This may be a crazy dream but I wish
to have a child or adopt a child. Seeing many of my age disabled friends have children
of their own and have a family. Their kids’ can help them in their daily
things. When I went shopping, seeing couples/family with their baby or
children, in my heart I wish so much a family life.
I especially love baby girls, I wished
so much I can have a child of my own. Severe years ago for my curiosity, I asked
my Neuro doctor if I can have a child, they told me, due to my spasm medication
which I'm taking, it's not advisable to a child. I wasn't a disappointment as I
guess this myself.
One day, I also went to the welfare
office and asked the staff whether a single parent can adopt a child. They told
me it's very little chance, as they will accept more for married couples. When I
heard this, I felt really sad. Before this I know there would be a lot of
procedeer and it would be more difficult for a single disabled to adopt a child.
I yearn to have a family life like my friends,
but this will come to reality. This is not God's will for me. I can say the
feeling, what I dream and wish for is not God’s will
