Wednesday, December 23, 2020

Dream 1 - Marriage Life

 

Wednesday, 2 December 2020

 

In 1997 when I started writing, I wrote about my dreams. I felt happy as some of them came true, but some of them didn't.  So I accepted it.

Now I have a few other dreams too :

Since my younger day, when I saw my cousins and disabled friends got married. It has always been my dream to be a bride wearing a white beautiful wedding gown, but sadly it would never come to reality.

Even though I have a partner for the past 16 years, he can only be my companion. Due to some of his personal problems., we will never able to get married. Even though we cannot get married, I thank God for bringing him into my life. He is a great guy, as he's willing to accept me as his partner. He accepted me for who I am.

He cares, understanding, and patient towards my condition and he knows how to handle me when my spasm attacks me. Even he has his bad side, I accepted it as everyone has their good and bad side. We always share everything openly so we understand each other better.

I can say I'm quite sad as I won't able to get married, but nothing can be done. I have to accept it.

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