My life on earth

Dear Good God

I give you all posts in my blog...All the things happening in my life, please do help me....

My thinking, feeling and emotion is going down and down each day..Till today I don't know what to do when I'm in front of my computer. 

I feel so restless everyday. "What am I doing on earth", I'm thinking about it everyday. I know I'm taking care of my family medication, other than that I do not know what my life is about.

You always say "There's a purpose for everyone on earth", I can't see what I'm doing here.. 

Dear God, please help me to know the PLAN you have for me. Also fill your LOVE for me in my heart as I'm feeling very empty inside 

Thank you GOD for listening to me! 

The Changed

I have changed so much from a happy person with many close friends' into a lonely person who stays at home everyday. A person who enjoyed going out to shopping malls and to many other place into a person who have mood to go anywhere. Though my heart desire to go out to as many places I want, but I don't anyone to bring me out and I don't have mood to enjoy things outside

Even when I go out with family or outstation with friends, the happiness within me is only a short time. Then the empty feelings and sadness will come back within me again. I don know why, but I don't have the happiness within me. I hardly smile these recent years.

Though my photos showed my happy smiling face, but the fact is I was/am not happy at all.