Heart is drowning

Dear Baby!!!

I have a lot of things kept in my heart, but I don't know to put into words...
I want to see the bright side of the days, but it's so hard...
I try to think positive ,but it turned out to be negetive...
My heart try to be happy, but I'm unable to smile..

I don't know weather I'm happy or sad.....

It's very difficult form me....

Dear God.... Save me from drowning!!!!